Oh Fuck no.

I'm going to Storm's' place. I'm gonna smash skulls in, kick ass, take names. They're gonna bite the fucking curb. Whoever's there, hope you like the taste of cricket bat and knuckle sandwiches.

You got a problem, chucklenuts?

I don't need help anymore. Saw that bald dude again, chased him 20 blocks.I'm itching to kill. I want to bash a skull in. Fuck this town, all I need is my best friend. Both of them, actually, my bat, and Ian. Tall guy, I dare you to come at me, I will kill you. I will turn that pale complexion RED. From now on, I don't need emotions, I just need to breathe.

I'ma clarify, I bought a cricket bat, so that I'm ready for zombies too. I've got red on me.

I'm a force'a'nature.

I got fired today. Some punk came up and started shit with me. I smashed all his fucking teeth and his nose. he isn't pressing charges. I'm really getting tired of all the shit. And what's worse, this salesman-y looking guy kept following me. When I turned around though he looked at me, then turned away for a few seconds like he wasn't following me. But it's hard not to notice a shadow walking behind your shadow all the way home. If he's some fucking perv, I'll bash his face in with my new bat. From now on I take shit from no one.

And so I cope.

I'm feeling like shit. Wanna hang out with Ian, maybe hack a few games. I'm feeling like I was stabbed in the fucking chest, I smashed my window. Destroyed my parent's room, tried smoking, something new I figured. blech. I'm probably going to be posting daily or every couple days. TF2 will be what I talk about when Valve fixes the saxxy awards. Until then, emotional bullshit that I should be posting in a diary.

I drink your milkshake.

I'm actually writing a proper post. Over the past couple weeks I was in for some chop. Since about... two weeks ago I've been sucked into team fortress 2. and I mean really sucked in. I've been working my damnedest to get all the scout items, at an alarming pace, to the point all I need is a shortstop, mad milk, bonk, and crit-a-cola, for actual weapons and items. Then I've been heavy into halo and black ops these past couple of days, to the point I'd spend full nights doing run-throughs of campaigns in a mere 2 hours. I've been really distant, so I'm going to try and get everyone back together to talk some other things out. Expect more from me in the future.

And I emerge from my cave.

I've been playing TF2 pretty obsessively. I had 20 hours in three days. I'll be around more. sleep time now.